Pietisten

Fire Tender

by Ann Boaden

For years we had not named it
(for naming can consume
as well as illumine),
though we both knew.
But one night,
by the wild-haired fire,
as we toasted our legs and talked
of God and books and stories and teachers,
I said the word “outside.”
He, kneeling to adjust a log
(a skill he’s mastered),
said quietly, “That’s where I’ve lived my life.”
The fire shrugged two jagged shoulders,
then settled down and built itself a cave
to sing and shimmer in. He put aside the tongs.
And I said, “Yes.” What could I say
till things are different? And then we talked of God
and books and stories and teachers. And tender revolutions.
And pain. And love.